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(via kingsleyyy)
I hate it when people change their url without forewarning.
It’s like, how dare you force this minor inconvenience on me ugh
WHICHYABITCHASS QUOTING THE BREAKFAST CLUB LIKE IT’S OKAY.
(Source: colouronthewall, via nonsensewords)
Christian is always showing me this picture, forgetting that he’s already showed it to me. It’s kind of funny. Same thing with the quote “The people who mind don’t matter and the people who matter don’t mind.” Constantly.
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(Source: aabigailove, via coolnerdyreader)
I was having a fit outside my work. I was yelling and screaming and crying and kicking things and flipping off God a couple times. I lost it for a few minutes there.
I can deal with whatever shit life gives me personally, but when things happen to my loved ones, especially the weak ones, I flip shit.
My mom tried to kill herself 2 nights ago and I found out yesterday at work.
Why do all the people I care about most want to die?
Am I just not worth sticking around for?
Shit, man. I hate me.
Why the fuck does it matter if I’m here.
I want out. i want to go the fuck away. Start new. Lie about my name and my past and just star over because I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS FEELING OF INADEQUACY SO FUCKING MUCH.
I JUST WANT IT TO BE OVER.
My mom won’t even be at my graduation because she’s in the fucking mental hospital.
I mean, yeah, she has her problems and I moved out and it’s not that different because I’ve been raising myself since I was five anyway, but she my mom…. I want her to be there, and she won’t be… and I hate it.
I hate that it’s my fault that Mark is the way he is. I hate that he doesn’t realize that it was never my intention to get cops involved. I hate that he blames me for allt he shit that goes down, and I hate that mom agrees with everythign he says.
I hate that Rob is. I hate him for all the shit he’s done too. i ahte him for picking fights with Mark, I hate him for taking him to court, and I hate him for being the shittiest brother in the world.
I HATE THIS SO FUCKING MUCH.
I just want to get out of this city and forget my family exists. i want to go live somewhere else.
I WANT OUT.
I HATE ME
I HATE ME
I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
And it’s all my fault so I can’t even blame anyone else for it.
Fuck this shit.